a new beginning..

today..
i am sleeping late n i was wondering how is my future gonna be..
my mother insist that i have to take optometrist or something bout eye doctor..
i am so confius n i don't know what to choose..
if my greds are well,i can choose whatever i like..
but,if not,i hav 2 accept all d possibilities..
if i say i want to be an actress or maybe a singer,
would my mum approved me??
what my friends will think of me???
the burden is so high and this burden are killing me softly...
what should i do?????